Today is my mans birthday even though I had made plans to go completely Raw today I don't think it will happen, most of the time I am a raw foodist 5 days a week but on a weekend i eat healthy but cooked food, Me and my man are getting wed in august and i know that i'm slightly over weight by a stone and a half and i want to make myself healthier so i have made plans to go into what i call wedding training, I have been doing tae-bo for six month now twice a week but i think it's about time i increased my game plan to succeed to be perfect, I know there is no such thing as perfect, but to me i will be there one day.  Nearly two years ago i had a gastric bypass after i topped the scales at 23 and a half stone, I was a BIG girl, my man stood by me and i want to make his dreams come true when he sees me walking down the aisle in my fabulous ivory wedding gown. I figured the only way to be true to myself is to write a daily blog of how I have done that day with working and my daily home lifestyle to see my transition unfold and make myself if not my man proud. So keep reading because things can only get better. I have made a vow to start fresh in the morning to accomplish my dreams and ambitions.